Okay, so much for being back in a couple of days......
Anyway, I ended my last post with a question: would you have sex with a second cousin you were really attracted to if you knew no one would ever find out?
There was a reason I asked. And thank you to those that responded!
In late November of last year, a second cousin of mine, Bobby, was down visiting friends and we made plans to go out to eat. Bobby's my age, single, and, well, REALLY attractive! We've known each other forever.
After dinner, we went back to my apartment and started drinking some wine. After an hour or so, I guess we had really gotten a little buzzed and he blurted out that he had had a crush on me when we were younger.
Interesting, cuz I always had a thing for him. All I really considered back then was that we were family, we were cousins. He no doubt thought the same because neither of us ever approached the other.
So we drank so more and finally I said, "What happens in Georgia stays in Georgia?" He kind of nodded and I got up--well, kind of stood up, more like wobbled up--and straddled his lap and we started making out like crazy. We were basically shoving each others tongues as deep into our mouths as we could. I was grinding on his lap and his hands had a nice, tight grip on my ass.
I knew I was ready. And trust me, I could feel how ready he was. We got up and started to walk to my bedroom. Then we stopped.
Fuck. We both had to stop. If only one of us had stopped, it might've happened. But we both stopped. Then we both went back to the couch.
We resumed out conversation and didn't talk about what happened and what almost happened. Finally, when the effects of the wine wore off, Bobby got up and I hugged him goodbye.
I didn't hear from him for a couple of weeks. Then one day after work I opened an email he sent.
"We did the right thing, didn't we?"
I answered back, "I think so."
Still, I'm not sure. Second cousins can marry. Would it have really been a bad thing?
Well, he's coming back down in March. We'll see then.